On the 8th of January, I had my very first Graphics and Illustrations class. It was a new environment for me. Before college, I did not take art in Secondary School so it felt foreign yet familiar as I enjoy the subject.
In the beginning of the lesson, I was asked to do something called Continuous Line Drawing. It is a method of drawing without lifting your pen at all. With my limited background of Art, I knew what it was. I just didn’t know how to do it. I had no experience whatsoever. First, I was given a portrait of Helena Bonham Carter to draw on. I didn’t really know what to do with her face so I just went with the flow, with my felt line pen. I accentuated her face and gave her facial features more definition, making her appear skinnier than she actually is. Time was running out and I found my pen slowly drying out. I only had a 5 minutes to complete her and I became extremely anxious. I completed it feeling not so satisfied with my work. I like that it still looks like her but, I am extremely dissatisfied with how I drew her nose. I should have given her nose a natural contour instead of just outlining her nose and filling it blindly with pen ink. Normally, I would take hours to complete one artwork. I am obsessed with perfection. If I do not like something, I would scrap it and throw it away. However, I did not have the luxury of throwing it away so I thought of this as a learning experience for me to improve what I could not deliver with her portrait. Ultimately, I think the reason why I didn’t do quite well here was my lack of experience and my anxiety that filled me with too much worry thus affecting my artwork. I will continue practicing with Continuous Lines as I think it is an interesting way of drawing things and honing my craft.
The next task was to draw a portrait of a girl in front of me, in 5 minutes. I was told that the only way this can be delivered, is to look at the person in front of me longer than the time spent on looking at my paper. I was horrified with this. Thoughts like “What if I butcher her face??” and “What happens if everything is not in proportion??” ran through my head. However, the timer started and once again, I lifted my felt line pen and started to draw. I first started with her hair. Her hair was slightly curly but still straight. I felt like her hair was the easiest to draw as it was just drawing lines. I then moved onto her face which absolutely killed me. In my opinion, the person in front of me does not look like the drawing I drew in real life. I made her eyes too big and too wide instead of them being small and rounded. She has thick, plump lips and a tall nose which I gave her but was poorly done. She also had a cheekbones which I attempted to give her but failed. In the result of me looking at her too long, my hand, holding the pen, pressing hard on the paper, went back and forth too many times, giving her a look that looks like she got cut by a knife and it had to be stitched back together. I then moved on to her body. The body was the hardest as I was running low on time. The time was 1 minute and I had no clue on how to draw her clothes as she wore a leopard printed blouse. Obviously, I couldn’t shade all the leopard prints within the given time so I had to make due by just drawing circles as best I could. By the end it was done, my right hand was cramped and in so much pain. The girl I drew laughed at how I depicted her, melting away all my worries. However, what I drew was so imperfect to the point I just wanted to rip it out and start again. I knew I couldn’t so I just let it be. Right now, I’m honestly glad that I let it be because without it, I wouldn’t have a starting point to learn all my mistakes from. With this drawing, I am reminded to be loose. In conclusion, Continuous line drawing does not have to be perfect and should not be perfect. I learnt that the hand should be slack. When doing this method, I must throw away everything on my mind and focus on what is in front of me.